so work is over for this wk..
means i got the wkend off..
nice..
coz i'm tired of working as in physically..
i so exhausted of i dunnoe wat..
my whole body aching n i need extra hrs of sleep but mom wont let me due of her many work not done n hari raya is coming...
n did i ever mention i hate hari raya visiting.??
oh yes i hate visiting..
all those stupid fucking qns they ask u...
all those stares they give u..
all the fake forgiveness they ask from u..
all those fucking hypocrites....

ok back to my story, was suppose to meet bf 2dae but he cancel it due to his mom bdae, n he doesnt even tell me earlier...
so tt means he doesnt remmber her bdae rite?? RITE!
n sun will be sending my uncle off to mecca..
n i hate tt trip too but my mom force me to accompany her coz she's alone..
n i fucking hate to visit my cousins tt r all married n have kids, i mean children tt are older than me by 5-6yrs..
we use to be play together when i was young, i do visit them regularly when i'm little, we still do visiting every yr n guess wat?
after 2 yrs of not visiting they actually forgot my name..
how fucking pathetic can u get assholes???
they even cud ask me,"i forgot ur name.. what's ur name again?"
n i being a young adult n cud think for myself, i dun give the same respect to them now like i used to when i was little..
u wasnt there when my family was at the worst n y wud i care abt u n showing u respect..
me growing older juz make me feel lots of hatred towards ppl i tot was the nice ppl...
but fuck them now........

turningtwenty-ONE
Nanyang Polytechnic
Diploma in Molecular Biotechnology
Research & Development Assistant
Rockeby Biomed, Australia


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