yesterday afternoon i was so stress about clinical trial test. bcoz it's the last test and no exam for it. so i was studying like mad trying to memories n my brain keep saying tt i havent study much n i need to study more. i swear yesterday i feel tt i prefer living alone in my own place without siblings around. bcoz all they have done to me over the years was making me the person tt my parents blame on. they come back home late, i get the nagging n blame. they do something wrong, i get the blame. they take my things n i ask them back, i get blame. everything tt goes wrong around has always been my fault. my parents always think tt i'm the eldest n i can stand on my own feet. so watever they do i get blame n not them. so tell me how r they gg to learn? when i was little i always tot tt mayb i wasnt their child n so now when i'm old enuf to understand i dun fucking care alrd. tts y my life is always me, my room n my own circle of space.



i broke down n i'm back on my feet. life continue as it is. and the cycle will continue again.

turningtwenty-ONE
Nanyang Polytechnic
Diploma in Molecular Biotechnology
Research & Development Assistant
Rockeby Biomed, Australia


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